My New Year 2019



Things haven't started out right 2019.  My grandmother has passed away right between the new years eve and new years day.  Starting off 2019 isn't what I wanted to hear the passing of my grandmother.  For my New Year outlook, I want to try to remain positive but it seems so hard to achieve that.  I try to make some list to change my personal outlook to be more positive, to do more things, to learn more by reading new books.  The only things stopping me are always excuses.  I get easily upset and hold so many grudges that it's harder for me to move on.  I feel so stress and on top of it having insomnia is the worst feeling.  I don't get a restful night and constantly getting up in the middle of the night makes it worst.  Anyway, I'm here venting and hopefully, things will look up soon for me.

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